January 22, 2012
Sure I made it through the holidays, sure I'm still alive. But with being back at school the depression has gotten worse. The anxiety's been higher. P.O.D's Youth of The Nation is exactly how I feel.
It's kind of hard when you ain't got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then
You cross the line and there's no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat
This part. I've thought about it repeatedly over and over. Same senario. Pleanty of times. I just wish that someone would care about me enough to believe what's going on in my head. Nobody wants to listen. You're just sad... sure. Sure.
December 7, 2012
I just wanted you guys to know that I'm doing alright. My doctors have been messing around with my anti-depressants trying to find the right one for my problems. Although to be honest I don't want any of them. I want to give up. So... Emotional despair please?
October 23, 2012
I am so sorry for not updating my crap like I should. But honestly the only major thing that happened was that I had total ACL reconstruction. That happened last friday and I'm slowly healing. Although in physical therapy today I took a step back. They took a tendon from my hamstring and I went to stand up and my leg slid and I pulled that muscle. It's been none stop pain since that. Oh well. Good news I can bend my knee 80 degrees assisted with my left foot. That's about it.
I also broke up with my boyfriend of 2 months. I felt that since he was in Arizona that there was no point in trying to save a long distance relationship. I felt like a total ass. Still feel like a total ass.
I don't see anything else that is going on graphically wise. I'm pretty sure I just have to sit down and do some. I made two Twitch.tv pages.
[link] and [link]
October 10, 2012
Everything is going to crap. My leg is unable to move at the knee, I can't walk very well. My asthma is acting up like a bitch. My friends aren't talking to me. They can't even seem to text me or anything. My anxiety is getting so bad that I can't sleep at night. <_< so yeah. fuck it.
September 26, 2012
My MRI went outstandingly well. But You know, now it hurts like a bitch. Go figure. Other new things, I enrolled in a graphics academy, and I hope it'll help improve my maniping skills. If it doesn't? oh well it was free and I learned new things.
September 20, 2012
Well I'm terrible at updating things... But yeah things are doing alright. The worst is what happened Wednesday I think I may have torn something in my leg, we won't know for sure until Tuesday when I go in for an MRI.
August 18, 2012
So what's been up with me? Fuck you guys nothing new. Just obsessing things like normal. I've been up since 7 o'clock and I'm tired and getting ready for my lovely grandma's birthday party. Which I kinda sorta don't wanna do. Anyone wanna do it for me? But yeah. Otherwise I've been taking care of my grandmother and that's about it.
Seven Deadly Sins Series Manip
Commissioned Tattoo Design: Must include flowers [link] . Two versions one with fox [link] with words "El amor todo lo sufre, todo lo cree, todo lo espera, todo lo soporto. El amor nunca deja de ser."